Our Forever

It felt as if I was standing in front of her, its a very windy day. As I stare into her eyes I could hear the rustling of the trees and the whisper of the night. My hair is lose to the winds desires not bothering my sight from hers. I slowly drift into state of memories where I seen those beautiful eyes, all those places, day and night , laughing, crying and while been loved. But one stands out so vivid and mesmerizing, I remember being our first sunrise together, the sun rays finding their way threw my shutters reaching out for you, from underneath the sheets. I was slowly tracing your curves with the tip of my fingers, I  felt your heavy breathing rising your heart beat calling out to me for the fourth time. That’s where I looked at you and i notice your honey colored eyes with a hint of green. I lost my self in them but I also lost my soul. A gust of wing brings me back to you, the real you wishing it to was just memory . I glanced at the darkness, clouds have surrounded the moon the sky rumbles , mist fills the air. I look back at you analyzing you, pulling closer to me I lean your head on my knee keeping my hand close to your heart and with the other I reach for beautiful wavy hair pinning it behind your ear, I caress your smooth skin memorizing as much as I can, your freckles that come alive during the day and in night they seem to disappear, your left dimple that is slightly deeper than your right , your amazing smile that stole my breath the first time I saw you, I always thought you were unreachable. I feel the cold wind running down my back, shielding you from it I attempt to pull you closer, I look up sighing with hope wanting a miracle. A response comes, tears fall but not mine I been holding them in , but from the sky it cries for me. I look at you and your eyes become smaller I can't see your hint of green I pull you even closer , rumbling echoes, rain falls faster, the sky persuades me and I cry with it . I push harder on your heart with the hopes it beats faster to my touch "i am sorry my love" I say to you with a whispering voice “I brought us here, I just wanted it to be special " I raise my voice to hopes you can still understand me "baby please" I scream with desperation.  Your beautiful eyes close taking me with them, unable to find my way back i will be lost for ever. I scream with my highest pitch  "help , help me please", sirens echoes in my head my tears have fused with the rain, I can't feel life in me , I am numb. Your getting pulled from me but I can't seem to let you go I still feel if I could hold on tighter you will come back to me, I press harder and stop your heart from bleeding all that love I have giving you. As they take you away from me your hands grip opens , falling from your hand , it rolls to me sitting down in our pool of love I pick it up, our for ever, till death do us apart before it could even start. Never again will I be the same because my soul left with you.